I miss my husband so much. Having a child is supposed to be a two person job. I know its not impossible alone but its hard. I miss his hug, his kiss, holding his hand. Just laying down with him st night or falling asleep watching TV together. Just our life. Our house together on base. All the little things. I want him back so bad. Only a about 5 weeks left. Then its a 3 week visit and then another about 3 months minimum. Another thing is that 5 months in baby time, a lot can change. She has grown and learned so much while we have been apart and he has missed it all. I just want my husband back.
How do you handlr distance? During the day it isnt terrible but it gets really bad at night. When im laying down alone. No one to hold, no one to kiss. We talk all the time its just not the same. We had a life, a house, we made so many memories!!! I miss him and our life together. I am sick of distance between us. I want my family back!!!